I'm happy to report that my first ct scan since my surgery shows no evidence of cancer. Happy day!! The weeks leading up to the scan were worrisome, of course. You always try to keep a positive outlook, but those dark doubts find a way to creep in, from time to time.
I'll have another scan in a few months, and if clear, periodic scans after.
I'm grateful to the "big dogs" at MSKCC, my surgeon, Dr. Russo, in particular.
Deep breaths sure feel good!